その光

その光と陰かぎから見えてくる、フィットする暮らしのヒントとは。
Свет и тень дают нам подсказку, как прожить жизнь, которая подходит.
What are the hints for a suitable lifestyle that can be seen from

the light and shade?

Doesn’t it strange to read this phrase. I can’t get it in three languages. Am I old and tired or exhausted and anxious about everything around with no reason besides stupidity and laziness? Well, some kind of such thoughts and I will end as someone else I never wanted to be.

I started watch the Mad Man. Three season passed and all of them are like the psychiatrist consultation, as I imagine it, just in mix of table and bed meetings of unhappy, unlucky and fallen people. Sad stories, so childish and silly people. I pity them and understand in some way. We are all the same, but sure I don’t want to become one of them and be broken or live like a roller coaster with its ups and downs from year to year till the end. I think everyone wants for some stableness in this chaos of uncertainty.

I heard the song where were some words – just to remember: “when you grow up your heart dies”. Just like a movie, where were voices besides the lyrics, maybe from the real movies, I don’t know, but I felt them as my own from my head.

Don’t go fast, don’t harry to do and to try everything you ever wanted.
There will be your time and you will understand that’s the point you need to take action. And you will.